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July 9th, 2006

I hate verizon @ 12:46 pm

i hate verizon wireless. i lost all my numbers when my phone died last night. i wish they had fucking sim cards so i could just buy a new phone and switch all my numbers out.

please leave your number so i can talk to you. thanks. or call me. that works too. and leave a message with your number

May 24th, 2006

(no subject) @ 10:26 pm

I have only been home for 5 days and I am already going crazy. I can't be around my family for extended periods of time. I've been gone for far too long to have to deal with all the stupid shit that goes on when you move back home.

I didn't move back home, i am taking a short break and attempting to relax before I move to New York and start my life.

I don't want you to find me a job. I don't want to go on interviews in LA. BUT i am far too impatient and my life has been so planned out for so long that just waiting until august is going to kill me. i have nothing to look forward to in june and warped tour in july. lollapalooza in august and then i get to move to new york.

hopefully this living situation is going to work out. I would LOVE to live with the two girls I have brifly talked to baout living with. hopefully that will all work itself out and we can find a cute little 3 bedroom apt in New York (close to a subway).......

I cannot accept the fact that I am not home for summer break. I am sick of people saying congrats what are you doing now? because I don't know what I am going to do. I'm not one of those kids that wants a real job in a real industry. everyone in the music business says i'm an idiot for wanting to be in it as well. too bad. its what I want to do.

i don't want to grow up... but at the same time I can't wait until august when I can be a real person and not just another college graduate who moved back home without a job.

May 16th, 2006

College @ 10:56 pm

I am officially a college graduate. I am moving out of my apartment tomorrow morning. Its fucking surreal. I have lived in Boston for the past 4 years of my life. I am going to miss everything about Boston sooo much. i don't even know when I'll ever be back, although I know I will.

I am driving to New York tomorrow to drop off my car in Chappaqua. I will be in the city Thursday and Friday interviewing for jobs and spending money that i don't have... since I am now no longer a college student on my parents tab, but an unemployed college graduate. I am also pseudo homeless. i like saying homelss more that moving back into my parents house. I like to think that this is my final summer vacation. Real life doesn't officially start until I get a job.

speaking of jobs, I've been interviewing in NY all the time, so if anyone knows of music business jobs in NY let me know. I've gotten a bunch of stuff in LA, but I can't seem to accept that I am moving back home to LA yet.

anyways, I will be back in LA partying it up on saturday. I will be in LA until I find a job in NY, unless I find a job in LA that is too good to refuse.

thats all for now.

I am a fucking college graduate. its weird. no more classes, no more books...forfuckingever. weird.

i think i might have to go back to school in a year or too...

April 19th, 2006

December 24th, 2005

(no subject) @ 11:49 pm

Merry Christmas and Happy Hanukah to everyone.

Currently I am sitting in the airport in Japan on what was supposed to be a 3 hour layover before my flight to Bangkok, but turns out is a 6 hour layover.
The flight from LA to Tokyo was fantastic, easier than Boston to LAX. We sat on the top deck in business class. I attempted to sleep, but was rudely awoken by my mother telling me to eat food, so i forgave her. Watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and The Island. Both good plane movies. Finished Survivor. Awsome book. Also, did you know that one of my favorite song titles was ripped from the book. awsome. "The only difference between matrydom and sainthood is press coverage"

anyways, the style of the kids just in the airport in Japan is awsome. anyone want to come back to Japan with me on a fashion mission?

I also just took the most amazing shower in the business/first class lounge. yes, i took a shower in the airport, and the showers are like being at a spa. nicer than many hotels that i have stayed at. Free shower, with complimentary bag of anything you could ever need to take a relaxing shower. it was fantastic and exactly what i needed after being on a plane for 12 hours

(whats with all the people wearing surgical masks on their faces... bird flu? what what?)

I want to write lots more, but I haven't really done much on this trip yet. I dont' want to go into everything else that has been going on in my life, cause you can just ask me about that shit. it changes daily.

love you all. and miss lots of you

December 12th, 2005

(no subject) @ 09:29 am

Things I Learned in LA over Thanksgiving:

1. my house looks like a gingerbread house with all the fucking lights. we have one gay man that comes to put up the lights and another that comes to put all the ornaments on our tree that has so many setting for the lights that it has a remote control

2. LA is the only place in the world that has valet parking at the grocery store during the holiday season.

3. "i demand a proper breakfast before you release me from jail"

4. my dad got arrested in London because he and his friend were on drugs and kicked in a store window because they thought it was plastic then punched a vicar because he said to kneel and pray but then they discovered the man was not god, so they punched him.

8. thanksgiving in 75 degree weather is just not the same as thanksgiving with all the cousins in NY with football and snow.

9. LA is coke and credit cards and the OC is liquor and cash

so my first of three finals is over. I didn't take it. my professor said that she would scale our grades so that the two tests were worth 33% each instead of 25% and we didn't have to take the final. sweet. thank god. i totally didn't study for my final.

October 21st, 2005

Pisses me off @ 11:59 pm

It pisses me off when I make plans with someone and then they won't answer my goddamn phone calls.
I don't understand how my best friend has not called me back. I've been calling her all day since like 6pm. she called me back once and her phone cut out and i haven't heard from her since. We were SUPPOSED to go to a bar with our fucking BOSS!! and now, i'm at my fucking apartment, having turned down other options for the night and she is NOWHERE to be fucking found. god damnit.

you know that line in sex and the city where big says "she can always me reach me, but i can never get to her." thats how i feel like my relationship is with my best friend.

October 16th, 2005

(no subject) @ 01:56 am


so if being told that someone said you were the most beautiful they'd ever seen wasn't enough..

being told "If rock and roll was a woman, she'd look just like you." is the fucking best compliment that i could ever receive.


October 12th, 2005

(no subject) @ 01:24 am

Today was a good day because I started my internship at the radio station. its going to be a fucking blast.

right now fucking sucks because it is 1:30 in the morning and I was just about to go to sleep.. since i have a test at 8am tomorrow that i am not prepared for.. obviously. BUT. the Fire alarm is going off. and its fucking annoying. and I don't want to go downstairs.. YES. It went off. ON no. now its back on. I am not going downstairs because it is fucking 50 degrees outside and i am in a very vintage tshirt and sweats (at least i'm not my roomate, she's in a nighty).. OH thank god. After 15 fucking minutes the buzzing has stopped. now, imust try to psych myself out again so that i can fall asleep.

October 6th, 2005

(no subject) @ 05:22 pm

if you don't already have these CDs please go buy them right now.. and if you have the opportunity to see them live.. go do it. I saw TREOS for the first time on Tuesday and it makes me mad that I've missed them so many times since I heard of the 10 months ago. and I'll be seeing panic for the first time on saturday. looking forward to it.

The Receiving End of Sirens... Between the Heart and the Synapse

Panic at the Disco... A Fever You Can't Sweat Out.

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